Yes, I am. Without clearance, after the hospitalization, I went back to work this week and expecting that wrinkles will soon appear because of the workload waiting for me so wrinkle creams, be prepared to do your job.

Tomorrow, I will have another check up to verify if I am already fit to work. Well, despite being discharged and staying home for the whole week, I still feel a bit lightheaded and weak. The cough is still troublesome and my throat got worst too. I have completed my antibiotics but it doesn’t seem to have any effects at all!

I hate getting sick. It’s just too uncomfortable and even the easiest task that I normally do becomes a burden. Oh, I hope to get well really soon. This cough is really icky and I can no longer stand the sore throat!

The last couple of weeks at work is indeed tiring. Tons of tasks and piles of documents to accomplish and so little time. My only salvation and the only thing that is keeping me sane after a hard day at work is being in front of the computer doing digital designs. I have been really slow in creating new kits the last couple of weeks and I have to make up and give some more life to my store!

I was checking some palettes looking for inspiration for July’s kits when I accidentally clicked on a hemorrhoid treatment page and I wondering where the palette page is located. I thought that something was wrong and then saw the address bar and realized I was on the wrong page. Silly! I must’ve been really sleepy and still looking out for new palettes to get me going with the new kits. LOL!

I am curious if being too tired has something to do with me losing my mojo these past few weeks. I nomally take a day or two to complete a kit but recently, I have been taking a week or more to get a kit done. And some are even collabs which should really be easier. It’s just frustrating. I wanted my store to be more active and have more customers but what am I going to do when my mood isn’t just going along with me. Shall i just drag hubby out and get some photos I can use for commercial items?

I think it’s a good idea.

The last week of April and the whole month of May has been terribly busy at work. The whole 9-10 hours working schedule (working lunch included) is filled with tasks needed to be accomplished each and every day. The only break I got is when I needed to go to the restroom. Seriously – moms with this kind of careers have to take some time off away from work.

We haven’t planned any family outing this year and I haven’t talked to my sisters lately so I am really sure if there will be one in the next couple of weeks. But I don’t really need to be out of town or go out on an outing just to rest – for sure it will even tire me out. I wanted to – just be able to sleep soundly, not worry about my work, not bothered by the deadlines I have to meet. I just want to be free from stress – and that I can consider it….another form of rest LOL!

The only thing that’s keeping me sane is having some time with my naughty little princesses and scrapping some photos, designing kits and being in my online digital scrapbook communities. I don’t earn much from my kits right now, but I tell you, I am happy to see people loving my designs, creating LOs from them and printing them as keepsakes. That, in itself is happiness. And I intend to improve my designs even more.