It’s been ages since I last had a body massage and I am terribly longing to go to a spa now and enjoy another session – phew! I have been having terrible back and joint pains these days because of being almost 24 hours in front of the PC last week. Ohhhh, i have been terribly tiring myself these last couple of days that’s why it happened. Was the cause really all about work? Am I considering the fact that I am getting old? Oh no! I don’t want to look at some rheumatoid arthritis treatments this early. I’m still young, still young, still young and in denial! LOL!

My age is still not sinking in my brain yet. And I envy those who can say they are 30 and proud. It’s probably because I am not yet proud of what I had accomplish at my age. I still want to do more and achieve more. And if that time will come, age will not matter. I will always say, I am proud of myself.

So for now, allow me to enjoy being young….. at heart.

I really can’t remember when was the last time I wore eyeglasses. However, I remembered that I was in 5th grade when I started using one. I stopped, got one in high school, stopped again and got one again in college and then when i was working i had several eyeglasses prescribed one after the other. I have astigmastism and a nearsighted. But I really really hate wearing eyeglasses.

I remember when I was still in grade school, kids with eyeglasses are often tagged as “genius”. But when I was in college, it became “nerd”. I have this impression that this thing makes me look older than my age.  I have an inferiority complex probably. I don’t feel that I look good – in almost everything, at least in the physical aspect. I always compare myself with my peers. The way they dress, they walk, they talk, everything that pertains to the physical look. When I buy clothes, I get picky with the designs and styles that will only look good on me. Well, of course we always do but I have this mentality that such a style won’t match my skin tone or my looks and it get kinda annoying at times.

Now that I am already 31, yes I am and still in denial, I gained a little confidence because there are a lot of things that made me feel better now than I was before. I have a good job, a family and friends that makes me feel special.

My astigmatism worsen and I need to wear eyeglasses again. The good thing is, there are now a lot of fashionable frames that will surely fit your style and looks. And this is how I look before and after.